Paper, Music and a hole?

Hi guys!
Yeah, bet you did not see that coming huh?
I am actually using my blog for something!
Yeah, I know. Crazy right?

Well, back to business. The reason why I am actually on here is to talk about something many danish seniors can relate to at the moment. Something called SRP.
Now I, myself, am in the mids of writing this. And let me tell you. It is NOT pleasant.
First of all; I am confused as hell... I feel like I am searching for a needle in a haystack. On one point I feel like I am doing something right, and I get things done. Trust me. I have written 9 pages so far. In 4 days!!. Now I am not bragging, it is just a lot. And that brings me to the other hand. I am scared out of my jeans that what I have done so far is total crap. Like complete utter shit.

But on the other hand, is it really possible to write 9 pages of shit? I guess so...

I am going to be talking to my teachers tomorrow, to make sure I have at least done something right. And then I can relax and finish this paper. I am really looking forward to be done and go on holiday!

A good advice if you are going to be writing SRP next year. Use your teachers! Use all the help you can get! Ask them questions if you have any! And even if you don´t, I think you should still seek help and just here them out. Let them give you advice. They know what they expect, you don´t.

I am really crossing my fingers, and hoping that they tell me I am doing it right! It is a really difficult topic I have chosen. I sort of regret, but if it is the correct way I have done it, then fine with me!

Good luck to all of you in the next two weeks!

See you on the other side!

Again and again

I kinda keep doing this thing. The thing where I promise to start writing on my blog again and then I end up forgetting about it. For over 6 motnhs. Sorry. 

But needless to say, I needed the break. The last year, I have gone through a lot of different stuff that has changed me, just a tiny bit. I ended 2013 with a new attitude towards life. I do not know what happened, but one day I woke up and decided to stop torturing my body and start trating my body right. Did I do that? Sort of. 

The thing is, that sometimes when you have lived with an eating disorder or just generally not allowing yourself to enjoy specific kinds of foods, well, then you may end up going crazy in them. And that is exactly what I did. I have spend the last 3 years of my life restricting myself and so of course I would enjoy them!

The only problem is, that when you start eating a lot more than you are used to, you put on weight. Now, for me, it was a mix of birth control and a new found appetite that made me put on around 20 pounds. Yes, you heard me. 20 pounds!! 

The 20 pounds are not as bad as they sound. Because I was on the edge of being underweight, the 20 pounds made my body act normal again, and I actually feel better now. And the best thing of it all? I have boobs!!!! 

Yep, you read it. I have not been able to fit my normal bra for over 2 years. And it makes sense since I lost 13 pounds in the beginning of gymnasium. 

The thing is, eating disorders are a lifelong battle. I still have bad days. But in the beginning of my second year it was horrible. I thought I could control it, instead I lost it. I do not even want to look at my pictures from christmas. I look like a skeleton  in those pictures. 

But I have started to eat healthier again. I got another type of birthcontrol that does not make me a bottomless food craver! (TMI??)

I am happy and I feel like everything is how it is supposed to be. I basically could not ask for any more. 

- Amalie

A much needed life update!

The last 2 and half months have been some tough ones. So much has happened and I don´t know where to begin. But here is a huge life update for all of you!

August:

So in August I went to Crete, which for those of you who has never been there; GO!!! It was absolutely amazing and the entire trip was awesome. I went for a week, the first couple of days we went out discovering town and eating yummy local food!

The last couple of days, I could tell I was looking forward to going home. My brother got food poisining and he was awful, which made the flight back home a living hell for him. So when we arrived at Kastrup airport, we were all looking at each other tired, and decided for McDonalds on the way back home. 

But beside that, it was definitly the best summer I have ever had and I will never forget it. 

September:

So september was all about school. I have never had so many assignments and homework like I did that month. And that was definitly showing on my skin. I had the worst break-out in my spot free skin-history.

October:

But after what seemed like forever, I finally had a week off and having a week off means no school work, sleeping past 9 AM and eating lots of delicious food. But not only did I manage to sleep past 9 (which is quite dificoult for me) I also managed to go shopping and actually coming home with important, and much needed clothes. Of course I couldn´t go home without a few beauty and skin care bits but we won´t tell anyone about that...

December:
And then December hit! Wow, is it already that time of the year?! It is going way too fast for my liking. But I will admit, it is my favorite holiday and I cannot wait to celebrate Christmas! I have also decided to get back into making youtube videos, so we´ll see how that goes. Stay tuned!

-Amalie

She´s alive?!

So heeeeeey, how are you? Yes it is me, once again. No, I´m not dead.

So many things has happened to me this summer. But more about that later. 

I´m back bitches and it is going to be one hell of a year!

See ya´

-Amalie 

We party hard!

So tonight some of my friends and I are going to a party at our high school. This is actually the last party in the school year, so it is the last time I´ll get to see all of my class-mates before holiday. 

I thought I would show you my outfit for tonight. I have chosen to wear something comfortable, since I will be on the dance floor  most of the night! So I am wearing black high-waisted skinny jeans and a diy crop top from Topshop. And then I have thrown on a oversized cardigan from H&M. 

Hope you all have an amazing holiday! It is good to be back!

May Favorites

So I´m back on track again guys and as a little treat, here´s a favorites video!

I promise I´ll try to make more videos in the next couple of weeks, but I got exams so it might not happen.

But I´ll try!

Room tour

I know, I know. Why all these pictures!?

Well since I have nothing to do tonight, other than dance around my room in sweatpants, I thought I would show You the outcome of the so called "Throw useless stuff away" mood I was in, the other day.

After spending nearly 3 hours of cleaning and going through stuff, I decided to move around some bits in my room.

So this is how my room looks for now! Let´s see how long it will last!

-Amalie